The flight is booked, the lab fees are paid, and I am in the last 5 weeks or so of intense study.
I have a feeling the gap between here and there is a little to wide, but if I need to wait until October anyways, I am willing to take a shot.
If I pass, I have the rest of the summer to do something else

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If not, then I have the experience to help focus the rest of my studies.