Preparing for my CCIE
Hello Friends,
My name is Lalit and I am from India, this is my first post and topic too. I am preparing for CCIE, actually I had this in my mind since like 2-3 years, but couldnt and didnt start or give a serious thought about it.
I am like a most volatile liquid that you will find, facing very common problem of lack of concentration, lack of focus, lack of motivation (Well only motivation that now have in my mind for CCIE is money, hard to believe it is but yes). I have habit of testing my knowledge and patience by try and reaching the highest level as far as studies concerned, academically I achieved highest degree, and now CCIE is the highest thing in the Network World. (Ok, its architect now, but for me CCIE still at the top level)
Sometime I feel ashamed of myself, I call myself a so called Network Engineer but when I ask myself what is your contribution to the world? I get the answer from within, nothing. In which subjects you have mastery where in you can answer any and everything about it, answer - Nothing.
I got the below books for the preparation:
1. TCP/IP Volume I and II - Jeff Doyle
2. CCNP routing and switching study guide
3. QoS Exam certification guide
4. MPLS Architecture
5. BGP by Sam Halaby
You all may or may not believe it, I have CCNP switching book since 2008 and still I havent read it complete. I have all these all books like for almost an year but not touched any of it seriously. Slowly I am becoming a laughing stock whenever CCIE comes to the picture, it is very demotivating and depressing when people make fun about me not being a CCIE, I agree it is my fault. But now I want to start from fresh, like a new kid.
The problems that I am facing:
1. Life has became way too easy for me since last 1 year, hell lot of time after office hours and I end doing nothing yes literally nothing.
2. Social networking sites killing me and my time like hell!
3. I spend too much time thinking about my bike and rides (I love this part of my life, and I enjoy it fullest)
4. Like I said earlier, lack of concentration, lack of focus, lack of motivation. I can keep myself motivated for couple days and again on 3rd day I do nothing. Spend useless hours on laptop. In short I am very indiscipline as far as time usage is concern.
5. I even can study in the office, but I dont do it. Reason - just love the comfort (Hate to write it, but thats the truth), I am getting into comfort zone from which it will be hell lot of difficult to come out, I know I can it may be difficult but not impossible.
I am a CCIP, JNCIA-ER (Expired), F5 LTM Certified. Please do not ask me anything about CCIP as I did it like 1 and half year ago and now its all gone!
I can take out 3-4 hours a day for the studies. I request all the senior members, current members, CCIE, CCIE aspirants please help me over come these problems and also help me preparing for CCIE. I want to contribute in the technical discussions, help other, but I am helpless how can help others? I am like a blank slate, I just want a push to get it, I know I can do it, but I dont do it, this is my problem.
I am really looking for your all assistance. I want my 5 digit number.
- Lalit