MCSE 2012 after years of neglect
Feeling a bit overwhelmed. I was just laid off after being an IT Manager\Desktop Support\Systems Admin and everything in between. We had a network engineer who did most of the backend work. I was responsible for all 1st and 2nd level support, AD and Exchange accounts, groups, etc., File\Print Servers, etc. Managed VMware View as well. Few other systems. I don't have any certifications.
I honestly don't want to spend the rest of my life doing desktop support (even though I really like fixing client issues). I am beginning to study for MCSE, but I am realizing that I don't know crap. And because of that I am feeling really frustrated. I have a lab, plenty of software, videos, books, etc., for training. I am in no rush so I am going to take plenty of time to get this right.
I don't even care about certification, to be honest with you all. I am more interested in learning how it all works. Most of my knowledge came from on the job training and figuring out how to do things that way.
My problem is that I am feeling overwhelmed by the amount of things I have to learn. I am 38 so I am not too old, but I am not 18 either, so my brain is not as sharp it used to be. I am not being pessimistic, but just feeling like I have to be a rocket scientist to learn all this. Am I just too negative? Is this just a matter of reading, watching videos, and practicing in my lab? Is it just a matter of time? May be I am answering my own questions, but I am curious if anyone out there has also felt this overwhelming feeling that there is so much to learn that makes their had explode. I am not working yet so I have plenty of time to study. How many hours should I study per day (until I start working)? I don't have any learning disabilities or anything, but I am not 100% natural at this. Sometimes it takes me longer to understand some of these concepts. I know a few friends who went from desktop support o MCSE, to CCNA, to CCIE in less than 5 years and are making insane money. Either they were very natural at this or just hard workers. I am a hard worker, but I am just not as geeky as they are.
Anyway, any thoughts about all the above would be greatly appreciated
Thanks!