This isn't even a work rant, i guess this is just a rant about myself
and my new job i don't know. You guys remember my last thread about my project that i though i was going to be doing by myself? That can set the tone here.
http://www.techexams.net/forums/viewtopic.php?t=27927
Well today i was called into the office to configure an asa 5510 to terminate this new company's internet. I was LOST and my colleague was there so it was ok. Well, i wasn't lost but just the nat stuff. Jesus, Nat T and all of the overloads and dynamic/static nat translations are WAY over my head.
It's just so hard walking into the office and seeing a routing expert/asa expert/voice expert/nortel expert/wireless expert...etc. I mean i tihnk it's cool being so young and working with these older guys with all of this experience. But like some of these guys have been working for this company longer than i've been alive. I feel like the new kid, like i'm in high school or something and i don't like that feeling. I'm supposed to be the data guy and the nortel guy was the one figuring out the asa when i was lost.
I don't even know what's going on with me and getting my ccnp, it's almost like i don't care. I guess i feel like i have so many holes in my knowledge at work, what's the point of studying for the ccnp. Or, i'm adjusting to a new job/trade (telecom) what's the point of studying. I dunno, mabye those are just excuses. .....does anyone have some motivational words for me??? Cause i don't feel very motivated lately. Like last night i was reading in my voip first step book by kevin wallace. And i got to the WFQ/QOS section and i slammed the book down cause i got bored reading that stuff. I dunno. I just feel young and stupid around these people at work.





Just a bad day.