Rant contract jobs

Sorry I need to vent but I'm tired of contract jobs. I'm tired of the constant cycles of stress, depression and uncertainty. Started off as FT government LOVED the job, decent salary, excellent benefits, PTO. I was actually happy to get up in the morning! When the base closed I was a student ( High School) so I was not able to obtain the benefits of being transferred to a FT even though I had graduated a few months before the base closure.
From 2011 on out its been a string of dead end of contract jobs. I hate it. I try to be optimistic, positive, better myself by obtaining new certifications and learning things but its just too much. Mediocre pay, poor benefits, recruiter games not to mention being laid off twice, takes forever to find work, even when I do I still have to worry about the next year. Just recently I brought a house which I was trying to hold out for until I found something permanent but circumstances did not work out that way. Needless to say my current contract job is gone in September. I've moved up the IT ladder clinging onto hope that things would eventually get better but it hasn't. I've been studying on and off for the CISSP but I can't focus due to the stress. Then I wonder what's the point.......
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From 2011 on out its been a string of dead end of contract jobs. I hate it. I try to be optimistic, positive, better myself by obtaining new certifications and learning things but its just too much. Mediocre pay, poor benefits, recruiter games not to mention being laid off twice, takes forever to find work, even when I do I still have to worry about the next year. Just recently I brought a house which I was trying to hold out for until I found something permanent but circumstances did not work out that way. Needless to say my current contract job is gone in September. I've moved up the IT ladder clinging onto hope that things would eventually get better but it hasn't. I've been studying on and off for the CISSP but I can't focus due to the stress. Then I wonder what's the point.......
Thanks for listening. If this is off topic material I apologize please feel free to move it.
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It sounds like you have a Security background, have you tried going to your local ISSA chapter meetings?
You could network there and possibly find a full time security job.
Here is the link for their website. You will need to find a chapter that is close by.
Information Systems Security Association
--Alexander Graham Bell,
American inventor
Good Luck.
Just keep grinding, hard work eventually pays off.
Also, if you are in the US it may become a little better because of Trump cracking down on foreign labor.
Have you considered taking appointments with some of the better known employment agencies in your area and talking with one of them? I'm not saying wait for someone to e-mail you for a job interview, I mean actually book an appointment, meet with someone and tell him you'd like his services to find you a full time job.
Is it not the same in the USA?
What groups are you guys talking about?
Nope.
Contracting in the U.S. usually means that there is a "middleman" who is taking part of your pay;
so you can actually make Less than your full-time counterpart.
Also, some contractor-houses see you as Disposable assets; you are just a "body" (and they only care if/when you get complaints).
When the complaint comes... they can e Quick to Fire you (and replace you with another "body").
There is ZERO loyalty.
for the record:
I am talking about typical contracting; Not talking short-term Consulanting nor working for the US Defense (DoD) system (Security-clearances, etc).
With all that being said,
the "ZERO loyalty" works Both ways.
If you have the desired Skills/certs, then you can always find another "middleman" ready to exploit you.
This gives me the confidence to QUIT whenever i want (or whenever the work/life balance becomes too lopsided).
Plus, i like taking SUmmers off :]
Search on LinkedIn for companies that have offices close to your area or companies that you want to work for then follow them and add them so that you can get their feeds. Contact recruiters that have FT positions or ask for your contractor recruiter to connect you with the person that deals with FT recruiting. Reach out to those FT recruiters on your own and get in the mindset to work FT job.
Actually yes...
This is good advice I asked my contract manager but he says he has nothing coming up but he would allow us to be used as a reference. Same with a few others in the area. :-/
@volfkhat DoD is no different, worked as a federal contractor for the past 6 years same nonsense. There's some good contracts needless to say they don't last long.
Took about 5 years for me of contracting before I finally landed a great FTE role, and honestly I don't hate those times because it is what refined me into the engineer I am. Now there is a specific company I will no longer entertain offers from or consider working for again, but the feeling is kind of bittersweet. Even though my contracts didn't work out eventually there was a silver lining.
"Practice doesn't make perfect. Perfect practice makes perfect"
Vincent Thomas "Vince" Lombardi
If I was single it would have been perfect, but I was paying 1K a month for health insurance for my wife and son.
"Practice doesn't make perfect. Perfect practice makes perfect"
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